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#931194 07/22/01 05:47 AM
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OK, Sunshine, I normally don't respond to posts about situations I haven't been involved in, but I think you need an objective voice here.<P>Many folks here are dealing with raw hurts, and when a post like yours comes around, it just opens their own wounds again. I don't fault them for that, and neither should you. My H's EA (no PA) was three years ago, we are recoverED, and so I can speak without pain. This is what I wish for all MB-ers, including you.<P>If you could clarify something for me:<P>You mention that your OM left his wife and children to be with you, and yet you say in a later post that he's divorced. I'm thinking that he got back with ex-W because she was pregnant, and they were together and attempting to reconcile when he left her, is that right?<P>Here's what I see in your situation:<P>1) These two statements reveal a fairly profound level of narcissism in your personality: "I can't say that anyone has ever been that strong and not backed down after seeing me at such a low point" and "I need someone that will put their needs aside for the sake of mine"<P>Sunshine, your H has been putting his needs aside for the sake of yours since he found out about the A, trust me. Trust the BS's who have told you how hard it is to "kill the spouse with kindness", as you put it. Your need, in his mind, has been to continue the A until it runs his course. This has been excruciating for him, especially with a child involved, but HE HAS STOOD BY YOU. If, as you say, he no longer wants to work on the marriage, it's because you seem bound and determined to leave. Plan B time, as we say here.<P>That you say no one has ever been that strong and not backed down to you means that you've always gotten your own way. Right now, you're frustrated because neither your H (by sticking with you) nor your OM (by getting cold feet) is falling for your manipulations. And yes, I mean manipulations. That sentence is fraught with subtext.<P>And cold feet is exactly what your OM has. That he backed away from you once before means that he has doubts. You say he "came to his senses" and realized he loves you. Perhaps his W is not as able as your H to forgive and forget, and he ran to you to cling to the only thing he has left...then realized that a) he misses his family; and b) he knows you better than you think and he realizes that at the first sign of trouble, you'll scream at him, "You made me do this!"<P>My advice to you, Sunshine, is this. Please get some help. My own nickel diagnosis is that you have some degree of narcissistic personality disorder. Everything with you is me, me, me, me. This is a hard thing to admit to oneself, that one has an illness. My mother has borderline personality disorder, which is even worse, and I have traces of it myself. Therapy helps. It does. You may end up with neither your H nor your OM, but you will be HEALTHY. Right now your illness, or at the very least, your emotional baggage, is not allowing you to make the appropriate decisions. Please seek a good cognitive therapist.<P>

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No one can take our self-worth away from us. Self-worth is something that we possess and we choose to either give it away or protect it. That's why it's called SELF-worth. Could it be that you have a low opinion of yourSELF because of all the devastated lives (mostly kids) in the wake of your affair?<P>Interesting that the answers you got in this thread weren't what you wanted to hear so you felt attacked. But I have to say that the first advice you will get here is definitely to fix what was wrong in your own marriage and take steps toward rebuilding the romantic love between your husband and yourself. Just read and study all the Harley principles before you even get involved with the boards, IMHO...<P>Romantic love between you and your husband existed before the kids were born and before the affair, and it can be rekindled in spite of everything that has happened.<P>You already know the answers to your own questions. After all, you alone must live with your decisions. Just because the OM walked out and deserted his family doesn't mean you have to do the same thing to yours, especially when your husband is willing to stay with you. Obviously you don't want to leave or else you would have by now!<P>It is your decision tho. You know what to do.

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