By the way, the way you are acting out about this is what is called a Love Buster on MB. You may want to search this site for the Love Buster material and read it. <p>It's ok for you to have your feelings and express them. It is a huge Love Buster to express them as you have been. This will only serve to drive you wife further away.<p>A major component of MB is that each spouse needs to take a very deep look at themselves and start working on being a better person.