Here it comes.... - 06/06/06 01:23 AM
It's been a while since I've posted in this forum. I usually go to the GQ forum. But this one seems more appropriate.
I'm going to my lawyer's office tomorrow afternoon to review/sign the separation agreement. After that, it'll be up to the judge.
I'm feeling some seriously mixed emotions. On the one hand, I know I can hold my head up high b/c I did what I could to save the marriage, and when I knew it was a losing battle, I started doing what I could to save my sanity. Part of me is looking forward to starting a new life for me and DD... moving into our new home (a condo I'm buying all by myself. I'm such a grown-up).
But the rest of me feels awful. I feel like a failure for not being able to hold things together. I'm scared about what my future holds. Can I make it financially? Will I ever meet anyone else? Will I end up alone? How will all this mess affect DD in the long run?
I'm going to my lawyer's office tomorrow afternoon to review/sign the separation agreement. After that, it'll be up to the judge.
I'm feeling some seriously mixed emotions. On the one hand, I know I can hold my head up high b/c I did what I could to save the marriage, and when I knew it was a losing battle, I started doing what I could to save my sanity. Part of me is looking forward to starting a new life for me and DD... moving into our new home (a condo I'm buying all by myself. I'm such a grown-up).
But the rest of me feels awful. I feel like a failure for not being able to hold things together. I'm scared about what my future holds. Can I make it financially? Will I ever meet anyone else? Will I end up alone? How will all this mess affect DD in the long run?