BH needs help - 01/06/10 09:11 AM
I have been lurking here for over a week now and have followed a lot of threads. I was reluctant to register because my situation is a little different but I really need to be able to discuss this stuff with someone other than my wife.
My wife has had an emotional affair with two different men over the last 18 months. Neither affair ever became sexual. They consisted mainly of e-mails and she saw one of them on a work related trip.
I found out about the one with "Steven" because she was on the phone at work for over 3 hours one night. When she came home I asked her what the heck she was doing and she told me about the entire thing. I was dumbstruck. I sat up the entire night looking at our wedding pictures.
The next day I demanded she stop contact with him immediately and forever. She tried to put me off, saying she had to get ready for work and would do it later. I insisted. She sent an e-mail to a fake e-mail address and I thought it was settled at that point.
I installed a keylogger that day. That night I got her password and on a whim decided to enter her username and password into gmail to see if she had an account there. Motherlode. I read every conversation they had. He got romantic with her and insisted on meeting her. She said no several times but gave in before her trip to Philadelphia in November. One of the messages thanked him for the beer and said she enjoyed kissing him.
She had all ready disclosed the details but man it hurt to read that. She also was saying that she and her father were drawing up divorce papers and that our state was a no fault divorce state. (it isn't but she doesn't know that)
I foolishly told her I had his contact information and knew about her gmail account. I went off the deep end and threatened to ruin her career and her relationship with her family. After I dropped her off for work I went home and logged onto the computer. Sure enough she was chatting with him. She told him I had access to her e-mail and that they might have to stop talking because it could hurt her in the divorce. ("in a no fault divorce state")
I called her and asked rather sarcastically if I should start typing messages to him as well. I reiterated my threats and watched her tell him she had to break contact. She then hung up on me and as it turns out a fellow faculty member over heard the conversation and being a busy bodied old divorcee she immediately inserted herself into the situation and insisted that my wife go to her house and call her parents to tell them I was "threatening" her.
I called my wife between classes later that evening (she is a professor) to apologize and she told me she had spoken to her parents and asked them to "start thinking about lawyers."
I hung up and called my Mother in law to assure her that I would never intentionally hurt her daughter and that I had lost my cool in a very difficult situation. She seemed to understand.
My wife has had an emotional affair with two different men over the last 18 months. Neither affair ever became sexual. They consisted mainly of e-mails and she saw one of them on a work related trip.
I found out about the one with "Steven" because she was on the phone at work for over 3 hours one night. When she came home I asked her what the heck she was doing and she told me about the entire thing. I was dumbstruck. I sat up the entire night looking at our wedding pictures.
The next day I demanded she stop contact with him immediately and forever. She tried to put me off, saying she had to get ready for work and would do it later. I insisted. She sent an e-mail to a fake e-mail address and I thought it was settled at that point.
I installed a keylogger that day. That night I got her password and on a whim decided to enter her username and password into gmail to see if she had an account there. Motherlode. I read every conversation they had. He got romantic with her and insisted on meeting her. She said no several times but gave in before her trip to Philadelphia in November. One of the messages thanked him for the beer and said she enjoyed kissing him.
She had all ready disclosed the details but man it hurt to read that. She also was saying that she and her father were drawing up divorce papers and that our state was a no fault divorce state. (it isn't but she doesn't know that)
I foolishly told her I had his contact information and knew about her gmail account. I went off the deep end and threatened to ruin her career and her relationship with her family. After I dropped her off for work I went home and logged onto the computer. Sure enough she was chatting with him. She told him I had access to her e-mail and that they might have to stop talking because it could hurt her in the divorce. ("in a no fault divorce state")
I called her and asked rather sarcastically if I should start typing messages to him as well. I reiterated my threats and watched her tell him she had to break contact. She then hung up on me and as it turns out a fellow faculty member over heard the conversation and being a busy bodied old divorcee she immediately inserted herself into the situation and insisted that my wife go to her house and call her parents to tell them I was "threatening" her.
I called my wife between classes later that evening (she is a professor) to apologize and she told me she had spoken to her parents and asked them to "start thinking about lawyers."
I hung up and called my Mother in law to assure her that I would never intentionally hurt her daughter and that I had lost my cool in a very difficult situation. She seemed to understand.