WXH comes undone - 05/02/10 01:32 AM
Good news is we've settled the house issue. Mainly because we got an offer $20K above what XH has offered me and he was forced to match that or accept the offer. He chose to match it. The deadline was Thursday at midnight and at 10:30 he made me an offer via email.
The subsequent work of obtaining financing and seeing how big his payment is going to be, knowing we were 5 years away from having our dream home paid for, well it did him in. On the phone last night with me he broke down and cried and said he was just so sad. He said he bought me out inspite of the financial hardship (instead of taking the very excellent offer we had from a third party) because he had already lost everything so he figured he may as well keep the house. He told me nothing matters anymore and he just doesn't care about anything. He is terrified of losing his job and he has lost 7 pounds in 2 weeks.
I checked on him today (via text) and he said he just can't think about it because it is too stressful. I said, 'I think that is what you've done for a year....refused to think about it...and now reality is crashing in on you.' He said probably and he just hoped it didn't get any worse because he doesn't think he can take it. We then texted back and forth a few times about what went wrong in our marriage. He said, 'I wished we could have been nicer to each other.' I said, 'I had pretty much learned to live with you not being nice to me....it was u having sex with others that pushed me over the edge.'
He then went on to tell me he always felt like I treated him like a kid.
I resisted all urges to ask him if that is why he hooked up with a 24 year old....so he could feel like a grown up.
It was weird. A weird conversation. I feel his real sadness and real remorse. Too bad so much damage has been done.
The subsequent work of obtaining financing and seeing how big his payment is going to be, knowing we were 5 years away from having our dream home paid for, well it did him in. On the phone last night with me he broke down and cried and said he was just so sad. He said he bought me out inspite of the financial hardship (instead of taking the very excellent offer we had from a third party) because he had already lost everything so he figured he may as well keep the house. He told me nothing matters anymore and he just doesn't care about anything. He is terrified of losing his job and he has lost 7 pounds in 2 weeks.
I checked on him today (via text) and he said he just can't think about it because it is too stressful. I said, 'I think that is what you've done for a year....refused to think about it...and now reality is crashing in on you.' He said probably and he just hoped it didn't get any worse because he doesn't think he can take it. We then texted back and forth a few times about what went wrong in our marriage. He said, 'I wished we could have been nicer to each other.' I said, 'I had pretty much learned to live with you not being nice to me....it was u having sex with others that pushed me over the edge.'
He then went on to tell me he always felt like I treated him like a kid.
I resisted all urges to ask him if that is why he hooked up with a 24 year old....so he could feel like a grown up.
It was weird. A weird conversation. I feel his real sadness and real remorse. Too bad so much damage has been done.