I have a horrible confession - 06/25/10 05:47 AM
Please read this in its entirety. Then you will understand why this is such a horrible and dark confession. You'll understand why this is so hard for me to admit. And you'll understand why I have such reservations against admitting to this problem.
I have a confession. It's really hard for me to admit this. I think all addicts have trouble admitting they are powerless over their addiction.
I've struggled with this over the last few years. And, sadly, it just won't get better or go away. I've thought about seeking out a support group but I'm too ashamed to bring my addiction to public. I don't think I could handle the ridicule. My guy friends would prob. physically assault me and women would no longer respect me. And my children, my poor children...
I think about it all the time and how I can manage my schedule around it enough to feed my fix. But, sadly, it�s just never enough and then I�m left wanting more and more. It�s gotten so bad that I have to lie to cover up this addiction. It�s really a dark chasm that�s spiraling out of control.
But I thought I could admit this to you guys and gals. Admit this problem�this monkey.
Here it is. I feel like I�ll be judged harshly for what I�m about to say. I�ll prob lose street cred, respect, and my man card.
I love Lifetime TV
I have a confession. It's really hard for me to admit this. I think all addicts have trouble admitting they are powerless over their addiction.
I've struggled with this over the last few years. And, sadly, it just won't get better or go away. I've thought about seeking out a support group but I'm too ashamed to bring my addiction to public. I don't think I could handle the ridicule. My guy friends would prob. physically assault me and women would no longer respect me. And my children, my poor children...
I think about it all the time and how I can manage my schedule around it enough to feed my fix. But, sadly, it�s just never enough and then I�m left wanting more and more. It�s gotten so bad that I have to lie to cover up this addiction. It�s really a dark chasm that�s spiraling out of control.
But I thought I could admit this to you guys and gals. Admit this problem�this monkey.
Here it is. I feel like I�ll be judged harshly for what I�m about to say. I�ll prob lose street cred, respect, and my man card.
I love Lifetime TV