Neak
so good to see you getting 'back' your neighbourhood and town!!

I cannot imagine how bad it must be to have that gut sickening thought of recontact [[[[hugs]]]] ... horrible.
But the RELIEF to know it was a result of the email change over must be good, though I suspect it still is so %$%##%$%^%$!! to have to be in that position even so. yes?

I wonder if I should send you that punching bag? You may paint a face on it <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" />
Well trust but verify is still my motto and I insist on doing it for Aussie, he just thinks I'm a bit wacko though. But I feel better doing it and leaving no doubt where, what and why I'm somewhere, or not as the case may be.
Does it give you some reassurance? I hope it does for Aussie but I never really know.

As for the move... well I feel a 'not sure' is coming from you on that one. A big relief on one hand but some but minus points on the other.
Are your thoughts settled on it? Have you settled on any area/state?
Of course you do realise that if you move to Texas you have to dye your hair blond and have it fluffed up don't you? <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/tongue.gif" alt="" />

Life may feel as if you are constantly getting kicked on a daily basis, living is about picking yourself up each day and going on and on and on regardless.