How did it turn into love . desire to have another man child .poly option how do I proceed.will I love this child as my own.
Will she ever be the woman I knew and fell in love with .I have the power to change it as it's not done 3 more weeks she says she won't go if it hurts me or she will go but take a morning after pill if I can't accept it. At same time my years with her were always about how I can make her happier at any cost .I can tolerate pain well don't mind crying. For all things I can do I have my own flaw's ..I just want her to be as happy as she can be .yet self preservation kicks in and jelouse and fear of massive change I wanted her to know and experience and now I realize changes will be even greater depending on the outcome.