Because I've missed you all.<p>I haven't been on for over a month! I just had been spending too much time here and neglecting my work, and then, well, to be honest, I was in denial of where my marriage really is, and so I couldn't come here and face it.<p>And now I can't possibly catch up on all of the stories, but I'll try little by little. Those threads I have read tonight have been very helpful.