Hi All,
Well I am feeling much better....keeping myself busy and out of trouble.
Still in limbo on the charge of violating RO. No news on where that stands.
I still love my stbxw. Seems like no matter what she does that may always be there. I just wish she had given me the chance to see what I could have learned and what kind of man I have become. I am happier and have faith in Christ. I am focused on my daughters and thank God for them everyday. I hope my wife will be happy and she finds someone that will be there for her and treat her wonderful. I now have the tools to do just that and I will use all my knowledge from MB and other sources to have a fantastic relationship with someone else. I just wish it was my wife!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
I remember months ago when I was on here how pathetic I must've been. I am so sorry if I wasn't listening. I really should have, but that is the thick skin my wife tried to get through to too..........so you see the difficulty she had.
Holidays were tough. She didn't even have daughter call me or get me a present. She had daughter on daughters birthday and I didnt get a phone call either. Wife is still so mad at me and my family. Will that ever disappear? Divorce is still dragging.....no rough draft decree yet. Wife is just thinking of money now and ways to drain me...so I am glad my head is back in place, because I am not going to get screwed.
Well thanks for all the support everyone. Much better. Love Christ and life and everything will work out for the best. There is someone out there who will love the new me........and they can thank my stbxw for it!!!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />
