I haven't posted in a long time.. H and I are doing very well in our recovery... For those of you who remember me.

But!! except for one thing. And I wonder if any other BSs feel the same way??

The one thing is that I don't feel that our "intimate moments" are as ... well "intimate" as they were pre-Affair. The sex is great.. but I don't feel the "bond" that I used to feel.. I don't feel it's as sacred as it used to be, If that makes sense??

How do you regain the "specialness" of an act, that I feel has been cheapened?

Am I the only one that feels this way?

I guess the thing is .. I used to feel we were "making love".. now I feel like we are just having sex, (Good Sex) but just sex.

I want it to be special again... <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />