Ok , guys keep me grounded or something PLEASE also keep in mind if you've kept up with me ...
Things have been better than good but hey I am always on the look out (maybe thats the problem)
Here goes: Friday H had to take company car to machnic (last fri I didn't post this for a while ) <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" />
Well he didn't call when he left work to pick up car ,,, so I radio him (nextel) NO answer user unavilable ,,, I call NOT available ,,,,
I kept trying both methiods affarently I came to conclusion PHONE IS OFF <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" />
Now that was for 15 mins (giving benifit to him that nextel out of service range it happens offten )
SO I beep him and Beep him and so on .......
He calls 45 mins later ,,, and yes I do my 3 thing and FLIP OUT !
He said, I got all your pages why didn't ya just radio me ??? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" /> YOU stupid A$$ I did why would I page ya if I could radio you ! your phone was off !
Reply :NO IT WAS NOT
ME: so why didn't ya pick it up to call me then to see WHY I was paging YOU !
HIM : I was in the middle of talking and thought why do I have to stop to call YOU !I will call when I am done !
OK so he comes home and its stense to say the least !
That NIGHT I was pissed , he said, how long ya gonna have ya attitude ,, I said, till ya tell the trueth !
then well the yelling began ,,, and in the middle of it he BLURTS out and if I was with OW thats just tough ,,, or something like that ....
Well hold me down I saw RED and thought a home run useing his head as the ball would be good right about now !
He immedately LOOKED at me and said ,, thats not what I meant I am sorry that came out wrong ,,, you got me so mad accusing me of talking or being with her ....
I said, no need I asked for the trueth and now I guess I got it ,,,,
He flipped out saying ,, I was not near her or ever speack to her ,,, why do I have to keep tabs on my ever friggin thing cause I had an A yrs ago !
WEll it don't change what he blurted out !
I have not seen any signs of anything ,, no calls , no disappearing ,,, no attitude changes ,, NOTHING ....
BUT now this ,,,,,, Is this my worst fear that I always said, that they will remain freinds and not let it affect our M ??????
After that saturday late night we finnally talked but I guess I am holding back I do not belive him ..
He had been great the hole week leading to this one ,,, and alot more SF witch has been coming along but very oddly alot more affection since then all through this weekend that past and this week ....
SO what do I do ,,, sit and see , observe ???
I always keep myself in tune so I can't say I ever slack off on the spying to an exstent ,, I just do not let him know of all of it and what he knows of it he never seems to care ...
Checking e-mails ,, phones ect...
I am ok I have calm writen all over me , and as far as he feels its finished ,
ADVICE , 2cents , 2x4's what ever !
