wife of 35,

I know what you mean. Yesterday I went to the park and sat by myself while I was waiting for the Drs. to come back from lunch and open. I did think alot while I was there. That is mostly what made me think that I needed to sit back and take a look and observe my feelings. Gather strength and ask God for help. I can relate to your feelings too. It sucks doesn't it?

Heidi,

Thanks for the humor. Yes I guess he does give me more quality time than when he is pooping. Personally I think that is all the time she is worth. Actually a magazine deserves more of that time even than she does. I honestly don't know how she lives with herself every day. If I got myself out of a situation like that and he called I would hang up when I heard his voice. I think it is called a conscience.....??? Yeah I have one and most of us do. Mine works though.

Too bad his doesn't work.

Thinking of all of you and praying for peace in our lives constantly, even when pooping.

HINY

The problem is I feel like a zombie just like Dday. I just sit around cant muster enough energy to smile. I just want to sleep and lay around all day. I feel like such a lousy mother. My kids talk to me and I can't even hear them. I am always thinking about other things while they are talking. I don't know how to answer their questions because I don't understand what they are saying

Just to let you know I felt the same exact way. Especially the part of the kids talking and not even hearing them. I wish I had a magic cure for that, but the only thing that works is YOU being happy which is unheard of right now I know.

I just wanted to let you know that there's others in your boat with you, you are not alone.

M,

Thanks. Isn't it hard with kids. Gosh all you can think about is how your heart is breaking and here you have these little people running around wanting you to be there knight and shining armor. I just wish at times someone could be me for a day. Even though they are both in school now it is still hard in the evenings. I am here alone because he works 2nd shift. So I am an alone zombie most nights. I am sorry to hear that there are others in my circumstances, but glad to know I am not alone. Bittersweet I guess.

HINY