FL-


Whoa!!!! It wasn't OM that asked me to make a book!

OMG!!!!!

NOW

NOW: Thanks for telling me the dream. I know that it is difficult for you. I've been trying not to bring him/OM up since the other week. I guess I've been trying to let you decide whether to tell me about the dreams. I know sometimes you get in those moods, if you tell me its a dream, I'll leave it at that. Just know that I'm here for you. If you want to discuss them, we can; if not, I can live with that. I don't know if that's what I meant by hiding something or not. I know we still have work to do and at least now we know that we can and are willing. I love you for that too.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> Whoa!!!! It wasn't OM that asked me to make a book!

OMG!!!!!
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">OHHHHHHH. opps, my bad! sorry!!!

RH,

I just realized that that phone call probably reminded you of the time OM called and you picked up upstairs and heard HIM say he called the wrong number. I can honestly tell you that I have no idea why OM did that, because I wasn't even expecting him to come over the next day....I never knew when he'd show up, and he hadn't TOLD me he'd be over that day, so that was totally weird to me.

I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm going to crawl into my hole now.

NOW

FL: The guy who asked NOW to make a book is a friend. Not OM. Sorry for the confusion. He's a nice enough guy, not really a threat, just she didn't say anything to me. Like a said, not a big deal, just with the sitch and all it sometimes weighs in.

Believer: you are right. Thanks.

Christmas luncheon, see ya later.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> I'm sorry, so sorry. I'm going to crawl into my hole now.
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Get your tuckus out of the hole right now!!!!!!!!!! You're here, you're gonna get better....it's time to start acting like you're better! The only way to BE worthy is to ACT worthy. And it might just be an act for awhile till you get used to it, but then it'll become habit, then the real thing. So, get your [censored] out of the hole and put your chin up. You are lovely and worthy in my estimation. It's time to live, NOW and any others that think it'll apply. So, take a breath and do it!

((((((FWWs))))))) See the "f"? That means FORMER, not right-now-at-this-moment-or-ever-again. Capice?

(2x4 going back into the closet)

Fa-la-la-la-la! I wonder what RH gets to have for lunch. I'm so hungry. Did I mention that?

Mornin idiots!!!!

Wow--y'all gave me alot to write about!

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Did you get my message? Can you do it? Huh, huh, huh? I asked her to do me a favor and take some photos</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">You are a freak RH!!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> (Did ya do it NOW?)

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">But if your relationship is in trouble, you will probably have arguments and other forms of discord, all arising from unexpressed sexuality.</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">funny, w, that we actually had a spat last night before...brown said i was kissing her differently. HUH? i tried explaining im trying to be more passionate--duh. so after she felt like a sapz...guess it worked, though! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

starz...i bleieve that a person really has alot of traits under their signs...its what that person does though.

NOW--i see RH has brainwashed you into thinking im not funny? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />

f-again. first love in life was a virgin and virgo. (btw, she stayed that way while we dated.) it doesnt surprise me you too are a virgo! fury with a cause! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

dobie & RH: my yoD thinks im crazy, laughin at the computer!!!!!!!

de, did someone say, "Sue me?" did you forget who i am?!?!?!? Btw, i make an awesome shepherds pie--even off-the-boaters loved it. that was a *huge* compliment to me!

believer--please explain, hon, how someone would interpret a fart as to be something other than a fart--please?!?!?!?!

{{{de}}}
{{{fl}}}

NOW--do you need that microscope for other things?!?!??!?!?!? Hehehehe. couldn't resist rh! just kidding of course--i'm the irishman on the board. (De, you know what i'm saying, right?!?!?!) <img border="0" title="" alt="[Eek!]" src="images/icons/shocked.gif" />

really, though, i know what you are talking about. just continue to communicate with rh and be open about it all. just in the fact that rh said, "Just know that I am here for you," speaks volumes. aw, you guys are making me all teary-eyed now. (and no--dont forget i CANT be funny and am not trying to be.)

{{{NOW/RH}}}
{stepping away now}

alright guiys and gals...brown sshould be home for lunch any minute and I have some work Christmas shopping to do.

CYA!!!

{{{{idiots}}}}}
!

DE, it sounds like you're in a better "place" today--it really gets to me when you and fl et al aren't in thier happy place here in I-ville.

but....

{{doin the happy dance/charlie brown dance}}

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> i'm the irishman on the board. (De, you know what i'm saying, right?!?!?!)
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Yessir! Loud and clear it's coming in!

- Kimmy - the girl with the laughing green eyes

Although *ahem* no complaints from brown!

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> Although *ahem* no complaints from brown!
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">That's not what I heard.

(doh! did I write that out loud?)

LINY -

GOOD TO SEE YOU! And no, RH doesn't have me brainwashed....he respects my brains out.


De-

THanks for that.....that's why I got on here this morning, because I was afraid I would go moping around the house just because I thought OM was "smirking" at me.

I KNOW I am a FORMER....oh how I wish RH would really believe that, and believe it will stay that way. This is too agonizing to ever be fool enough to go through again, although right now, it feels like I'll never be done "going through it".

I had a good cry, thinking about what my life would be like if I ever lost RH. Or maybe it was a bad cry. I am willing to stay in my hole if that would make RH feel safe.


Believer....not sure what you meant when you told RH that I am female and wouldn't do the things he would do.....I must be slow today.


Later!

NOW

LINY -


Oh I forgot to say, OM in my situation would DEFINITELY think a fart was "meaningful"....at the very least, he would think I farted just so I could blame him for it.
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />


NOW

Morning Liny--you crack me up! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Kimmy--you made me hungry, haven't had my breakfast yet. I make a mean pot pie too, but alas I am too much of an idiot to make my own crust. <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" />

FL, I understand where you are coming from. My H and I can go days and weeks without really having a convo and SF???What is that, I can't remember. Which leads me to believe some days that H thinks I am a wh*re. He says NO, but when he avoids me physically for weeks it is hard not to think some days. I think in truth he is just trying to get past those d*mned films we BS's play in our heads. So good thing, our MC was telling us to start turning off the TV, get the kids to bed and spend some time together. Guess what? Two nights ago I said to H, let's do it. (no RH, Liny not ahem THAT) Turned off the telly and had a 30 minute chat about our lives, where we are going etc. WOW, this was huge for us and added mega $$$$$ in my love bank. {{{{FL}}}}

RH and NOW, so glad you two can feel safe with each other in Iville. NOW, My H looks at me weird every time I get a wrong # on my cell phone. I think I will start letting him answer it.

Well since I have written a book here I guess I should try to actually WORK!

{{iville}}}

Hey where is that mayor?? Robby, Rooooobbbbbyyyy???? Guess that contract on me has expired Starz. Can't even get a response from Robby when I say that Liny is FUNNY! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">You're on European time now, baby! </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Dobie, 2nd typo of the day---don't you mean, "Your-a-peein'"?????

(Can ya tell brown arrived home for luinch?!?!?)

gotta go, folks!!! try to give a quickie (quick post you freaks!) later--sure brown will be on after he11 and before outr dinner tonight.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Dobie, 2nd typo of the day---don't you mean, "Your-a-peein'"?????

</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"><img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">I heard a whisper that LINY is funny - Monty Python funny. Well I'm waiting for evidence ?????????

ANY EVIDENCE???


WAITING????
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Aren't we all. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Kimmy, ST loves chicken pot pie, and homemade crust, of course, is that any other????

We are having pork tenderloin, green bean cassorole, dinner rolls, and stuffing and mashed potatoes tonight. I was hungry while getting groceries. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Hey, today was the first time since dday, March 15, that I went without ST to get groceries. I missed his watching eye.

{{{{{FL}}}}}
and kimmy, my offers still stands. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> hee hee

Now, I'm working on it, you gave me a bunch to think about. BTW, the OM in our world, lives about 2 miles from us, country miles, so not far at all. Luckily we have not seen him in months.

I have to drive by when I take my boy to school, but I usually don't even look, I check to see if there is a SOLD sign up on occasion, but he is completely gone for me. I will not be waving at him if I seen him, I have no desire to play nice. I'm totally indifferent.

Should we send out a search party for the Mayor? I'm a bit worried, last night was IC, maybe he is in a padded room. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Eek!]" src="images/icons/shocked.gif" />

FL & DD - I feel exactly the same. Hungry and thirsty for attention.

RH & NOW - In the dream, with the gun, that wasn't RH - it was me, the town sniper. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> Do you want to issue a contract on someone? It's kind of a permanent solution.