Oh, forgot to mention last night: part of brown's lethargic/reflective/moody behaviour lately (besides her time) has been because she has been feeling that "feeling" again like she had during A. Actually, one of the few times she has been wrong with her instinct. But, how do I do more than even what I'm doing now? It's very frustrating. I suppose time. Time for her to see the trust I'm building; the love I'm showing; the safe haven I'm building. She said yesterday if she still wonders about OW. I said "No," which is the truth, except one thing I was thinking about last week. In regards to the OW, I take my responsibility in the cliche', "Two to tango." And I full responsibility in the damage/pain I have caused brown. HOWEVER, with the "conversation" brown had with her afew months ago and the tidbits I'm hearing, it infuriates me! Bottom line? She "may" have been using me (I know, no duh) as an out or whatever for her M. Turns out, OW is pregnant. (Which both brown and I thought quite possibly could have been BS, as she's already had 2 MC's in the past.) Anyway, if my timeline serves correct, her conception would have been right around the time of the height of our EA. WTF? Don't give a s@it, just gives me yet another piece of concrete evidence of how I was being played. (Adjusting halo.) Yes, j/k. And just shows that the OP does not really give a S@it, for all nay sayers out there--they have their own agenda.

OOK...feel a little better after getting that out. NOT!

Just had some soup--starting to get the chills again. OY!

OK...getting dizzy again (shaddup!)....need to lay down...

Liny, a lick and hug for you. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> ((funny man))

RH, cookies, what cookies?? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Confused]" src="images/icons/confused.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Embarrassed]" src="images/icons/blush.gif" />

Robby, next week? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" />

I'll be sure to hide our lotion. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />

Bob, you did really well. Squid really needs to stop hiding. She needs to face the pain that her actions caused, she needs to realize how far conflict avoidance has damaged your relationship.

You guys are doing, love her, she will get there, with your love. I'm so very proud of you, it is such a priveldge to know you.

Who's the guy no arms, no legs, on Tom Sellecks back???? Harry

Hi all - yikes it is hard to keep up with this thread! I've been busy, busy, busy.

Hope everyone is doing half-way well - remember the weeks after Christmas are usually depressing for many people. Hang in there everyone.

Good evening everyone! I give up on trying to keep up... Hope everyone is having a great evening.

Evening RIF, beleiver and the "lurkers.

Rif, I am soo addicted to this thread. I come home and read everything from the time I went to work to the time I get home. I think I need a life! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />

BTW Jelly: I darn near choked when I saw those joke about Rustle and Matt. Those are my favourites. I was going to post them this morning but I was late geting ready for work. So, you beat me!

I also like Elephant jokes and my all time favourites>

Question:WHy do ducks have flat feet?

Pause...

Answer:To stomp out forest fires.

(it's in the timing - wait for it.)

Question: Wyy do elephants have flat feet?

Pause...

Answer: To stomp out burning ducks.

Makes me laugh at the image evry time. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />


Oh, Oh.

Question: What's green and sings?

Answer: Elvis Parsley

Am I as bad/good as LINY yet?

What do you call a one legged woman? Eileen

Ok Jelly is filling in for Liny while he burns up with fever. Liny sorry for Brown's down time. I know that recently I have thought OW was back and had to TRULY examine the entire pic before realizing that my instinct is not 100% correct.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> Honesty, intimacy and love. I PRAY this works.
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Me too <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> Bob, not much to add except you are one heck of a man.

Oh sure, I finally have time to post and the town is vacant. <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" />

Bob, hope you enjoy your trip to Lost Wages. Wave to me over here in California! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Hey how come some people here want a break from SF? It has been about 8 weeks for me now. (sorry Robby, I know you have me beat) <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by faithful follower:
<strong> Oh sure, I finally have time to post and the town is vacant. <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" /> </strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Hey ff--now you know how it feels!--6 posts the other day in a row. It's like, the idiots get up post, go to work, post, lunchtime--then, WTH? They actually work?

Anyway...just had something to eat--binging for ice cream now...so, have a good noight everyone.

YOO HOO, NIGHT SHIFT, I'M HEEEEEERE!!!!!

LINY, sorry you're not feeling well and sorry brown's down.

Hi, FF, RIF, Believer if you're still around, F-Again if you're still around.

OK, entertain me.... <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> Not those terrible jokes - REAL entertainment!

Jen

Hey .! Figured i'd check in ioone more time b4 signing off...have a good night/mrning!

Great..hmmph - now everyone leaves. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />

.

Hi nightlifers how r ya?

Hi, Faith, RIF, Believer, F-Again, Jen if you're all still around

Liny sorry to hear you are sick, & brown big [[[]]] girl to get your spirits up.
This stuff is ahrd isn't it.

Ooh goody, someone to talk to. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

AW, I got it that the two shapes were head and body.

He he, I think if it had been twins we'd have just got a post from you going OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG. Right?

Jen

Hi Jen!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

my its awfully slow on the server tonight and only us as well!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> welll quality not quantity heh heh heh <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />


As for twins OMG followed by intense shock treatment lol of God that would be more than a shock hahahaha <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />

He he quality not quanitity, I like it. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Do you know I always log out before I go poking around in other people's posts cos I'm embarrassed to be seen lurking about. That was just a general FYI, not particularly interesting or important. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

How's Aussie doing? He seems to have huge ups and then huge downs doesn't he. I read a lot of his posts before you came here but I still can't remember if I posted back to him. (I was probably logged off and lurking LOL).

Jen

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by FinallyLearning-T2M:
<strong>robby - </font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">She stopped loving me LONG before I had an A. Unfortunately I chose to have an A instead of persuing D then. </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">i don't mean to be tough on you here but this is MB... don't you mean to say you choose to have an A instead of persuing the marriage issues and working them out, finding out what needs you were not meeting, etc. etc.,</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Ok. That's what I meant.

As for hope. I'm sure there is none. As for this being MB, you bring up a good point. My time here may be coming to and end.

As for my age...

I'm

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by kyellow4:
<strong>Robby, next week? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" />

I'll be sure to hide our lotion. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />
</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">ROTFLMAOPMPCMD!!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />

Oops, there goes the quality....LOL


Robby, I know you're about 35.

I was really upset by your posts today. They really touched me. Your sitch is so sad. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />

{{{{Robby}}}}

Jen

finally leaving the lab, about to go HOME!! yeah...

but first...

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">As for this being MB, you bring up a good point. My time here may be coming to and end.
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">ROBBY, in no way shape or form was i saying you should leave here!!!! i only meant, since this is MB, i thought i would try to flame a bit of hope. your sitch is very sad.