I told my husband about this dream that I had regarding the OW being pregnant. Well, he flew off the handle and said that it was only a dream. Well, that was Friday morning and that afternoon he called to tell me that he was getting out of town. Today, Monday he has yet to return home, no phone calls throughout the entire weekend, and I don't know when he's returning. On my way to work this morning, I took a little detour by the OW's home and saw his vehicle in the parking lot. I do love my husband and have implemented Plan A (since July 04) and was giving it a time limit up until March, but it kills me knowing that he's still with her and I can't handle this anymore - it's affecting my work and my thought processes. I feel as though I've lost my husband to the dark side and he'll never return. He's the type of man that once I make up my mind, he respects my wishes so if I go to Plan B, I'll never hear from him again and he'll just go on with his life with the OW.
Two weeks ago, my husband told me that he told the OW that I was pregnant - I'm not but yet they are still corresponding/sleeping with one another - what the f@#$! What on earth was my husband trying to gain by telling her that. Yes, it weighs heavily on my mind. I asked husband about this and he couldn't tell me anything. I know that I need to go on with my life and do what's right for me, but I truly believe that my husband and I can get past all this only if he would give her up.
I thought that I was strong, but now I'm just a crying idiot!
