Hi. I am back from 5 weeks on the truck with WH. No real drama to report. So very glad to be back home.

WH has been acting quite loving and good to me. It appears to me anyway, that the A is not actively going on. A few suspicious calls to his cell, but nothing like before. I suppose actions speak louder than words, and he is acting so much better than before.

We listened to the His Needs/Her Needs audio tape while on the truck. Not much discussion regarding it. But I do know he was paying attention. But... while it does appear that the A is not going on at this time - I had detached so much from him previously as to save my sanity, that I really do not care one way or the other. Is that normal ? Am I over confident regarding this ? I am quite confused but feel so much relieved as not so crushed as before.

Since we have listened already to these tapes, I would gladly give these, they are a set of 4 audio tapes, to the first person who requests them. Let me know, and I will happily send them to you free of charge. I do not know if this is permittable here, but hoping it is.

I have been having computer connection problems, so I hope I will be able to sign on again later. Please bear with me if this is a problem.

Glad to be back and hope someone would like these tapes. I only want to share.

Sincerly, Carnation

I would like to have them>

I will gladly send them to you. Please give me some information regardig this. E mail, whatever.

This makes me very happy to share these with you. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

Carnation

Car-

If Monettey doesn't get back to you, I'd be interested.

Thanks,

-Caren

Hi Caren, thanks for responding. If I do not hear back from her, consider them yours'.

Carnation

Carnation,

I understand what you mean about the detachment ---- I am beginning to feel myself do that as a protection mechanism as well & it worries me some. I don't want it to be me stopping loving WS. I will continue to hang in there as well with you!! I have a DS to think about and work on keeping his Daddy around!!

Kimberly
D-Day, May 14th
DS, Age 5
Re-exposed last week......

Who says u r done with 'em? IMHO u should hold onto those tapes a bit longer. Might need a refresher. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

L.

Sorry so late in getting back to this. My computer has been giving me fits lately. grrr

Beth, if you want these tapes, please let me know. Like I said, I will gladly send them to you.

Orchid, thanks so much for replying. I really can not put my feelings into words on this A right now. I guess it is just a continual rollercoaster. On one hand, I do believe it is over, on the other - I don't really care. Perhaps I don't care because I do think it is over.

WH just left for the road again. Unrelated to the A, his behavior at times was quite bad. One instance that was absolutely dispicable. Saw a new, dark ugly side of him. I am just pushing away more and more. Confused, hurt, disilllusioned, etc...

I will gladly send along these tapes, but I do need some kind of info first. hopefully my computer will cooperate a little longer. (new one on it's way - yippee)

Sincerly, Carnation

bump to top - Looking for a good home for my audio tapes. I would love to pass these along to someone who would desire them. Only trying to share and help.

Carnation