Jbsdoll, I am actually going through the same thing right now. It is why I joined the site, because there are certain things tearing our relationship appart and that is one of them.
Here's my situation:
Much like you, my husband is a marijuana user. He has used it for a while now. We've been going out for 6 years, but I though maybe it was just a college thing and he would stop once in the real world. I started to be less and less comforable with it. I married him because i love him, not his pot addiction. He smokes right after work every day. I don't even feel like I can tell my mother (who I tell everything) because I don't want her to hate him. I can't even explain exactly what makes me dislike the idea of people smoking the drug, but here are my main reasons:
- We are just starting out and don't have a lot of money, and it is expensive
- I believe we should enjoy life in a more natural state of mind (without being impaired)
- My family never abused the substance, and I don't feel comfortable doing this in my adult life. I also believe my family would reject my husband if they knew.
- I own my own business, which is connected to our apartment. I don't want my customers to smell it or find out he uses the substance. Or worst, I don't want them to think I abuse it.
Am I wrong? Is this drug now so commenly used that I should accept it? He says that he will not stop, and I either accept it or leave him.
I don't know if it helps hearing that I have a similar problem. I'd trade with you in a second though. To be honest, I would rather have him rarely doing it and not telling me about it then parading his drug use around in front of my face.