Hi! Sorry this is very long!
I'm 27, female and have been married for 6 years. The first 5 year flew by since I sooo busy, i was in college, then grad school, then working. We have since moved and now live half an hour from my in laws. I had to give up my great job in NYC to move to a remote area for my husband's new job. I have been looking for work for 6 months with no luck thus frustrated. I also had a miscarriage which has been emotional for us.
My husband loves his job and being close to his parents and sister. But, I feel as though I am not a part of the family even though I have tried to be helpful and involved as best as I can. Recently, I went back to New York for a few days for a reunion and when i came back, i found out that my husband and his family took a family trip to meet my sister-in-law's new beau. But they didn't tell me about it and lied to me when i confronted them.
This isn't the first time either. Two years ago i found out that she had gotten engaged (there was a small party of which i was unawareand uninvited, i found out through pictures) Although I blame my husband for this mostly, i don't understand why my inlaws feel it is necessary to keep me from knowing and why they put my husband in a position where he must choose between us (clearly he always chooses them) He tells me that I am overreacting since this is a personal issue with his sister...but i don;t need to know about her...I just don't want my husband lying to me about where he is. My father-in-law even told me that I didn't have the right to ask my own husband where he is all the time. I am very upset and am lashing out.
It has gotten to the point where our personal issues have taken a back seat to my strained relationship with his parents. I keep saying that we need to figure our own relationship out first but he says that his family is an important factor in that.
I want to know how to handle this properly as he and his family are acting as though they did nothing wrong and that wanting our relationship to be a priority is unreasonable. Please help!