stood my ground with no contact
Good! Was there anything you didn't stand your ground on?
she said plan b letter just confirmed that i hadnt really changed and that i still couldnt talk to her
blah blah blah. Pure unadulterated fog babble. Ignore it!
asked for a descision separate and divorce for closure to me ,or no contact with om and we rebuild our future but i told her i want her to be sure with her descision .
Your WW is ADDICTED to her OM. Her mind is in no shape to make any decision other than to preserve her "fix". No matter what WW tells you her decision is.
she chose no contact but wouldnt write letter !
Was this one of you Plan B letter requirements? Things do not bode well if it was!
i tried to force itbut no go she said she will finish with om tom night an clear out his stuff.
There is no such thing as "closure" with an OP / OM. This is just another way for WW to get her OP / OM "fix" If you let them hook up they will say there goodbyes... in whatever form they chose... until the next time. They will simply take their contact deeper underground. And be more careful about hiding it.
i said can i call her after she said of course .
To be perfectly honest... what else could she say at that point?
iasked her to be honest and tell me if she would sleepwith him of course she said no
Remember... Cheaters lie... and they are very good at it. Besides... what else could she say?
she also said she loves him but hes not what she wants .
blah blah blah. Pure unadulterated fog babble. Ignore it!
now heres the bit that bothers me . i feel ive forced her hand and she hasnt made the descision herself ,but is scared of losing security from me .
BINGO! YOU are currently her backup plan in case things don't work out with OM. We also refer to it as "cake eating".
i feel i should let her finish with him
I most HIGHLY DO NOT RECOMMEND that you let WW do this. No Contact starts right NOW!
she wont return to our house because it was the cause of many of our troubles
Would you care to elaborate on that a little?
i just feel if we move straight back together with our child + my ex wifes child 3xaweek (another sorce of conflict) we wont have adreesed any of the problems we have and it will be to much
But you will be together and you can start to work things out WITHOUT outside influence. THAT is you best hope!
To be perfectly honest, if she does agree to move back in with you I suspect that contact will start with her OP / OM again. YOU will have to be watchful about that.
This will be my last post tonight. See you in the A.M.
Stay Strong!