Blame Me If You Must

You don't believe in flowers,in giving cards or gifts
Don't see the real importance of giving my heart a lift
No special celebrations, the dates you have no clue
For any day is just another ordinary day for you.

You feel funny holding hands so you always break it loose
Kissing me in public is something you won't choose
No compliments, no thank you's for the many things I do
I guess you feel those things are obligations to you

I've tried romance so many times like having dinner out
I don't believe you heard what I try to talk about
When was the last time you told me "I love you"?
Oh yes, you were out with friends and had a drink or two

Your alcohol problem, you won't admit at all
I begged and I pleaded, just like talking to a wall
Marriage counseling of course to you was a joke
You don't see any need for us to even have a talk.

I asked you how you'd feel if I find another love
You said you do not care if I choose the wrong way out
So the message you just gave me is sad but just a fact
I don't matter much to you, so why bother to react?

So blame me if you must for the EA that I've done
The void in me, I long to fill, the wrong way I did turn
Still I tried to work it out with you though you don't care
I'm feeling so exhausted. no more energy to spare.

What once was pure, a love so true, I gave it all to you
You took it all, myself to blame for thinking it was true
Alas I've reached the end of rope, my teardrops with goodbye
My soulmate was not really there....our marriage was a lie.