My exGF had an affair sometime back, I forgave her and acknowledged that part of it was my fault(not showing affection, unemotional and not ready for marriage). Although I was in deep pain, I gave the relationship a shot, and then I realized that she has made some contact with the other person again. <P>I instantly kicked her out of the house and set on a rampage having affairs myself. She begged cried, made several attempts to reach me, to explain and ask for another shot around I prevented her. She lost a lot of things after being kicked out, her sanity, job, and some close friends of ours.<P>Just recently I stopped going around with other women and started thinking right. I realized I miss her a lot and I started feeling that I am ready now to give her what she wanted all these times we were together,(I realize that I want the same things too) love, friendship, marriage and kids. <P>But the problem is she is so devastated, hurt by my throwing her out and multiple women involvment, that she often refuses to speak to me. I love her and I want to marry her, and do right by her, she is a good person, please pray for that.

Just want you to know that I am praying for you and your girlfriend. <BR>God Bless!