I need your help in prayers, it seems as though no matter how hard I am trying to change W still will not respond to my emails. Well enough there. Yesterday (sunday) I was by a friend of mine to go and shoot a Figure skatting tourniment. I did. But I was ready for the aftermath, after spending 10 hours taking pictures of little girls form 5 to 12, seeing smilling faces and a few tear filled ones. seeing parents and there daughters together. It really got me back into a bad state of depression. See I cannot have kids of my own I have been raising my wifes daughter for over htree years I love like she was my own, but when we seperated it seems that y wife now wont let me even near here, like I can turn this off. So any way today I feel so all alone in this world<P>------------------<BR>If you are living in the problem then you are not part of the solution!<P>I CAN'T<BR>HE CAN<BR>I THINK I WILL LET HIM

I feel for your situation. I'm sure the child feels a loss as well. It is a shame the children suffer as well. I will keep you on my prayer list.

Ridensober, I think of you all the time. I know you must be so heartbroken. Please don't give up and just keep plugging away at prayer. Remember the story of the corrupt judge and the widow who finally got justice so she would stop bothering him. God hears your prayers. He may just want further change - He wants all of us. Remember He says He is a jealous God. Maybe you were too busy for Him when all was well and He wants your love and attention. I don't know. Maybe the people you love need your prayers. You'll know when you get to Heaven what all this was about - in the meantime, you have to trust Him.

Jesus, call RidenSober ever closer to You. Please restore him to this marriage if this is Your will. Allow him to see his daughter whom he loves so deeply. I ask this in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.