I am so sorry about your husband. Unlike you, I've only begun my journey. I had always considered myself "spiritual" but I only found my way back to the Lord recently.<P>I too, am very familiar with the book of Job. It's the book I have concentrated on more then any others to date. Though my study and interpretation of this book may be different then your's I believe that we are both on the right path on how God continues to help us find the messages we need to hear in our journey of life as we know it.<P>I can only pray that one day I too will have your conviction and dedication to God's will.<P>God bless you and may he keep you close!