Hi all. I'm going back home tomorrow. I have mixed emotions about what I will be going home to. Talked to w today. Says she is anxious to see me. (anxious in a good way I think). No change in living arangements though. Our conversations have been nice for the last 3 weeks or so. No love busting from either of us! (She doesn't know about this site yet...) I have a strong suspicion that she isn't seeing om anymore. I know my w very well, and based on her contradicting herself in our talks, emails, I get the feeling she ended it with him. She admited to me that she is still on an emotional roller coaster though. So, Plan A will continue but with face to face contact now. I'm showing her unconditional love and support best I can from long distance. We'll see how it goes when we can be together. I appreciate all of you, especially those who gave me encouragement! Thanks!!!! I don't think I could have made it this far without this site, the books and the support from you all. (And a little help from some St. Johns Wort!) I'll be "offline" for a while, so - Fur dann, Auf Wiedersehen!

Best wishes to you. Keep us posted!<P>SHA

Good Luck, Britn. I'll be thinking about you.<P>Lori