Hi you guys!<P>My H and I have been to a counselor here - and although I feel he is ok for one-on-one, I am not sure he has a real approach to save a marriage. Plus my husband does not like him. <P>Anyway, My husband agreed to talk to Dr. Harley - we have an appt on Friday. My hope is that he will agree to more after the first session. I have read a great deal of this website and read the book Surviving an Affair. I believe in all he has said throughout each. Is he good at getting to the heart of the matter and hooking someone like my H who is so undecided, but on the verge of moving out to gain perspective and to explore his feelings for her (GAG).<P>My husband always asks, "How much does it cost?" When I told him he didn't say anything, but to continue talking to Dr. Harley, he will have to feel from the beginning that it is worth while. <P>I agreed that if he would talk to Dr. Harley, I would not ask any questions or talk about this the rest of the week. I did not agree to not continue doing nice things for H. Last night, before he got home, I had written in a card a nice letter explaining my actions from Sunday night. I also left 3 goofy surprises wraped up for him in the guest room. He came home after work to watch a movie instead of going to practice which was a nice surprise. It was late when he went to his room, but I assumed he would open them. He has always been a sucker for surprises.
When I went to cuddle this morning. which I sometimes do, he wanted to know what they were for - he had not opened any of it. He said it did not feel right. When we got up, he started downstairs without opening them. I told him they were goofy and to please open them. Well, he packed the card to read at work and opened the gifts. He thanked me and said that was nice. I told him the I was sorry I made him feel unfortable, but that he did deserve them??? He said it just confused the issues. Am I doing too much? Should I back off, I don't want to seem pushy!!!<P>Hope you are all doing better than I feel. I'm going to try and reply to others today - I've been needy here and just posting for myself. I guess we all need that sometimes!<P>Have a great day!!!<P>------------------<BR>H