i'm hoping someone has some advice for me. briefly, i've been married 7 years - most seemed good but looking back it was obvious we weren't meeting each others needs. i cheated (a lot) back several years ago, but realized the destructiveness of it and quit about 3.5 years ago. i've just found out she's been seeing someone for about 5 weeks. things have seemed wrong to me for about 4 weeks, i started suspecting an affair with the guy last tuesday, we were at a wedding last weekend and we got along great, were having a blast, but she wouldn't have sex even though the timing would have been perfect (we had been laughing, touching and kissing, we were in the bed, etc.) Later that day she said she needed to be "single". I asked her if there was someone else, she said no. I returned from a business trip this Tuesday morning at about 4:00 AM (I wasn't scheduled to get back until about 8:30). Her car was gone - I drove to the suspected OM's house, and passed her on the way (the guy lives close by.) Confronted her at home a few minutes later, she denied and then admitted.
I can forgive, and I am willing to work on the M, but she's still at the point where she thinks this guy is her "soulmate". She's planning on leaving soon, but is still willing to go to a marriage counselor with me. The whole situation is really destructive - the company she works for would fire her over it - and I am, of course, sick.
The only good thing is that she is a reasonable person and will listen - I just don't know what to say as I am too distraught.