Plan B letter was given Monday night. Tuesday had 2 min of talk about work (important) Wed. Had to be at work for a couple hrs. (had to be there) He was very sweet to me. Thurs called me and said HE wanted to talk to me(this is a first) H also said he wanted me to bring the SAA book. I nearly fell off the sofa. Caved in and went to see him at work. Work got busy so we really didn't talk so I left got the girls from school and went home. #1 daughters teacher called this am and told me she was not turning in homework for over 3 weeks and was sending notes home with her for me. I never got them. Talked to the teacher and we both agreed that the girls start counseling at school. Fast forward to tonight. H called about my fax about the oven being broke and what to do. After that discussion, I asked him what he wanted to talk about this afternoon. He told me he missed me and the girls and loved me and the girls and was sick of living like this. He said he thought about this a lot since last weekend and realizes he is being dumb. H told me this is not what he wants because he wants his life back- they could never work out anyways and is to the point where he needs to "take care of his problem".<BR> problem is he is afraid of her going psycho on him. I told him "Going??" He agreed with me. I guess he has finally realized that Miss Thing is not really all there. He said he is going to TRY to end this tonight but he is afraid to see how she behaves. (Awwwww). I don't know what demands she is making on him or what but obviously she did something. Maybe Hs boat just finally sailed through the fog. WHO KNOWS- this could all be B**S*** too. We'll see. I told him if he needs to talk tonight to call me. In the meantime, I am trying to believe him but I don't. I don't need for him to crush me again like he's done already so many times. But in the same respect, he seems level headed about this. The only thing he keeps saying is that he is extremely tired. Even after getting a solid 9 hrs of sleep last night. I'm starting to think depression perhaps. I told him that if is face to face dosen't work or he can't do it, I told him about the no contact letter and how to implement it again. He seemed receptive to that idea also. I tell you, since he can't drink while on this certain antibiotic for his recent ER visit, it seems to me that he is being rational right now. This is odd. Ever watch a movie where you see the solution and you sit there and yell at the TV hoping the actors see the answer? Am I mad? Do I make sense?<BR>Do I need a Valium???? I think I am going to go soak in a nice hot tub, put on some smooth jazz throw on a face mask and drink some wine. I think I deserve it. Anything to relax. Ok ok... Breathe in.... out..... in... out....<BR>Someone please, slap me. lol <BR>Please tune in again tomorrow, same bat time...same bat channel. <BR>