Meltingdown, we are in a very similar place. On 1/8/04 the truth began coming out. On 2/3 found out it had been a PA, not just an EA. What's rough for me is she works for H. She is leaving in one week, thank God, but has to train new person. He appears to be committed to recovery work, but until the little "B" is finally gone, we can't even begin to heal. He is going to write NC letter after she leaves.
I know how difficult it is to listen to the "feelings" about OW. Makes you want to puke doesn't it? I know inside it's all crap, but it still hurts to hear. My sister-in-law who went through this told me in an A both people are just letting each other see the best parts of each other. My H talked to his former shrink in Dec. to get advice about what he should do. Something the shrink said to him stuck. He said "After you've been through the pain and agony of divorce then you will see if OW loves what's left of you."
This morning H was having mini panic attacks in bed. He kind of screwed up his business in all this too, so he's dealing with that. When I asked him if he wanted to talk he said "Not yet!" So I put my psychic armor on and asked him if what he was feeling was about OW. I encouraged H to talk so there wouldn't be secrets. Well, he feels all this guilt because the poor baby thought she had her career laid out in his business. Now the poor thing is having a hard time finding a job in that industry. I had to let him talk, although I wanted to blast the heck out of her. Then I calmly told him "She made her bed, and now she has to sleep in it." Also told him to quit letting her rope him into feeling talks. They both screwed up and now they both have to face the consequences. He is not responsible for her, but to me and our kids. Actually it was a good talk, not just me lecturing him. I said "Her intentions were not good, and her choices weren't either. Which is why she is where she is."
Bottom line, it's hard to hear anything remotely kind about the conniving OW. And hearing about their feelings of love is even worse. For me, allowing him to talk, when I feel strong enough, neutralizes some of the feelings and has made us closer. The book "After the Affair" has a very good section on romantic love, and how it always goes away. Maybe he could read that. Take care!