I am living in California with my 10 year old. My wife moves back to Colorado and has my 15 year old one week after we moved because of a new job. That was 4 months ago. I have a house and job out here no equity in the house and it needs a $5000 strip and redo a cedar roof. Poof no $5000 dollars i had that for but the last 4 months have sucked that. Buying houses always sucks you resources dry. I would love; no i need to have all of us in the same area. If i move back i will have no job so i saw this used motor home for sale i almost bought it. I thought bring<BR>it home put new brakes on it give it a tune up and just live in it and sell the house. The problem is i would need to put my stuff in storage back in Colorado. And live in a campground in and live on unemployment until i find<BR>a job. I really feel strange inside i feel like a prisoner here and i am trying to make sense out off all this. My stbx wife has really put me in a bad place and the other plan is just stay here and do the best i can and not<BR>cry over spilt milk. Strange days we all live in everywhere i look i see people in pain. I have never felt so ****ty inside before. And why do i let other people affect me so.<BR>

Ron.<BR>Pull yourself together. I have been following your posts since yesterday. Do you have a child with you now? It seems to me that its time to start working on yourself and hire a good attorney to protect your rights as a father. I can tell you that it gets a lot better but you need time. Go slow now and do not make any fast decisions. How many children do you have and do you still own a home in CO where your wife lives. Go slow and start to get to know yourself. Smile you'll be fine, keep posting.<BR>