I hate to post asking for support when I haven't been able to give any lately. Please know that I do read and pray for the MB crowd often.<p>As for me tonight, I'm feeling very used and taken advantage of. I was lied to once again by my H. No big thing really, something simple with the kids and daycare but it just really hurts to have my feelings repeatedly overlooked or ignored by my STBXH. I shouldn't be so upset. Don't know why this last thing was such a trigger. In fact what he did was not the issue, it was the lying about it. I know I'm not making any sense but I wasn't being very productive curled up, crying my eyes out in bed either so at least I've had to calm down to try to post.<p>At any rate, if anyone is up, please pray for me and my children and for my STBXH so that he sees that even though our marriage is over, we still have to maintain a relationship on some level because of our children. Lies and deceit and coverups are bad enough for spouses to deal with. I hate that my children are being drawn into these situations where they feel they have to lie to please us both. It's just not right.<p>Oh well, tomorrow's another day. A song I love says, This didn't come to stay, it came to pass. God will move that mountain if you'll only ask. The trials that we see today, won't last. No, it didn't come to stay, it came to pass.<p>Goodnight all and thanks for your support. <p>PP <img src="graemlins/teary.gif" border="0" alt="[Teary]" />
