"if he didn't have the A in real way ... he would always wonder if he had given up on the best thing in his life - "<BR>if he didn't have the A in real way (for now it had been limited to meeting quickly in the office etc) he would always wonder if he had given up on the best thing in his life - made me feel really great!!! <P><BR>This must be another quote from the WS handbook. My H said exactly the same thing to me. I believe that it is just another way to justify their selfishness and selfcenteredness. He wanted you to be understanding, but it didn't really make a difference, he was going to do it regardless of your feelings.<P>My H told me this shortly after discovery day (Nov 2000). Said he would be spending next summer at his mom's and be seeing the OW throughout. As of now, appears they will be renting a place together, not verified, but strongly suspected. <P>I plan a'd a lot, plan b'd, back to plan A, recently wrote tough love letter (posted). <P>From my experience, so far (who knows what will happen), I would agree that you do a plan A as NSR suggested. You really have nothing to lose. If or when the marriage is over it will not be because you have not tried your very best to save it. You will be able to look at yourself and be proud that you have taken the highroad. When the doldrums of life invade your H's A with OW, he will have to face himself and wonder if the biggest mistake of his life was leaving his wife and family for OW. By then, it may be too late for him.<P>In the meantime, concentrate on the children and yourself, difficult it is, but they really need you, and they need a Mom that is strong.<P>Guess it's "Hope for the best, but expect the worst." scenario.<P>God bless, <BR>JS <BR>