mainemade,<P>I tried to reply yesterday, and the MB site was doing alot of weird things, and I lost my posts a couple of times.<P>Essentially, I posted for you - You better not go. I know you are feeling the hurt, and despair, the great pain. I know how more you can be ultra sensitive because of this situation and uncertainty.<P>There are alot of people here that I respect their posts, and I am envious of you that you talk back and forth to them (and I do not). I felt we were getting to be friends. The 4th of July party , and the music we listen to thread brought us together. Alot, I lurk, but I reply when I feel I can really help out. Sometimes, I don't know enough of what is going on to be on the thread.<P>I don't want to seem to cry - but I really need you to be here. Please post back, that you will not leave me, and that you will talk to me. Are you a military wife?<P>Jo, if you see this - email mainemade and tell her to look for this. Thanks. I have been working on setting up an e-mail for me, I will see today if it is working. If it is working my e-mail is: slinkyk18@yahoo.com<P>hugs, aftershock

Aftershock, I am back!! I had to take a break from the pain of the others in here, and stop and take a breather. I was having a bad moment of being overwhelmed, too much to do in to little a time. My world has made huge changes in the past 3 months, and it finally caught up with me. ( contrary to what one believes, it was not a woe is me attitude) <BR> Hey i cannot not go away from another 80's music lover, LOL. Not too many of us out there. The way i am is very blunt, I cannot seem to help it at times, and it does get me into trouble. You seem to post with calm and sweetness, traits i envy. Ask Jo i am LOUD and sort of TIGGERIFIC and Bouncy. I tend to have chaos around most of the time, but i actually like it that way<BR> And Yes i am an Army wife, why do you ask. I am also an Army brat, so i have been around for a few years. Are you? Anyway, i did not think you were crying, i actually was very touched. Thanks i needed that. Look forward to hearing from you.<BR>Maine<P>------------------<BR>IN the words of BOB the BUILDER!!" WE can fix it, yes we can!!!"

Maine - see any MBWs on your break? I figured you went for a moose ride. I knew I wouldn't need to use the transporter to get you back. <P>WAT

No wat NO MBW's BUT i did see the BIGGEST SCARIEST SKEEEEEEEETER i have ever seen, I had to come back here just for the safty alone, Do you have a big can of raid or perhaps a skeeter gun???????<BR>Maine<P>------------------<BR>IN the words of BOB the BUILDER!!" WE can fix it, yes we can!!!"

maine . . . (my gal),<P>Thanks for not going. I was here on 4th of July, and the music thread was wonderful (you gotta remember I'm a 60's freak too. Wolfman Jack, Lep Zep, etc. Rock & roll gal, country, and jazz. You really touched me too, I am just afraid sometimes of getting in some of the threads. If i can't help - I don't go in, I just lurk. All of this takes so much time, time I really don't have, and I am getting addicted, to the help. I guess it seems to be working with my H though - even though - I have done some LB's the last couple of nights - I am storming - because I hurt so much inside (not because of the OW bitc* - but because of the way he says i love you (i am just not in love with you). I jumped into some personals last night and he said why are you doing that. I told him he needs to visit the divorce bb here - just to read. He says it's okay for me to do this - he won't. My email is working - i am slinkyk18@yahoo.com. If you want to write me personally.<P>I am so happy for you and your trip!!!!! "We can do it, yes we can". hugs, lots of hugs, aftershock<BR>ps - thanks for making my day!

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Hey, some mention of my music thread on here...<P>Funny how something as simple as that can have such a wonderful effect!<P>Thanks all! I'm feeling kind of warm and fuzzy :>

Ditto Redon, on the 4th of July party .<P>Aftershock, I really appreciate your supportive words...sometimes support is really so much more important than 'advice.' I am glad to know you are lurking out there...<P>Please let us know when you need support....<P>Hugs,<P>Cali