Caught doing online sexting/camming by wife - 04/05/14 09:18 PM
I don't know where to begin. We've been married for 13 years and have 2 kids. My obsession with online porn started about 6-7 years into our marriage. It started off with just secretly masturbating to porn. Then moved on to dating sites that had live cams. Then went on to escort sites. I was nearly enticed into meeting one but I flaked out at the last minute. Couldn't go through with it.
I was a virgin before I got married and have only ever been with my wife.
I have not met anyone in person who I interacted with on chat nor did I form any relationship with any of them.
I would get my kicks from doing this. I enjoyed it. I'd look for people with crazy fantasies and fuel my obsession.
During this whole time I hardly had sexwith my own wife who was in front of me in the flesh.
My wife recently decided to check my browsing history on the computer and found the various sites I've been on including the escorting one.
Needless to say she is rightfully pissed at me and wants to end our marriage.
Over the last 6 months, I realized too little too late, that I've been neglecting her and started to make ammends. But unfortunately my surfing habits had reduced drastically but not completely died.
Now she's convinced that I've actually slept with escorts. I can't prove to her otherwise.
I've handed over all my emails and info to her.. And my phone and asked her to randomly check them whenever she wants to.
I truly want to save my marriage. From my description above it may sound like I don't love her, but I can't bare the thought of being away from her. I truly do love her but I don't know what to do. Please help.
I was a virgin before I got married and have only ever been with my wife.
I have not met anyone in person who I interacted with on chat nor did I form any relationship with any of them.
I would get my kicks from doing this. I enjoyed it. I'd look for people with crazy fantasies and fuel my obsession.
During this whole time I hardly had sexwith my own wife who was in front of me in the flesh.
My wife recently decided to check my browsing history on the computer and found the various sites I've been on including the escorting one.
Needless to say she is rightfully pissed at me and wants to end our marriage.
Over the last 6 months, I realized too little too late, that I've been neglecting her and started to make ammends. But unfortunately my surfing habits had reduced drastically but not completely died.
Now she's convinced that I've actually slept with escorts. I can't prove to her otherwise.
I've handed over all my emails and info to her.. And my phone and asked her to randomly check them whenever she wants to.
I truly want to save my marriage. From my description above it may sound like I don't love her, but I can't bare the thought of being away from her. I truly do love her but I don't know what to do. Please help.