I am nervous because of the unknown ... I have made myself transparent to him and he knows everything about the A. I have accepted responsibility for what I did and the choices I made, and I am in IC to change those things. I am working really hard to insure that this will NEVER happen again. I guess my nerves are more about him and his "give up" attitude. I can only pray that they can feel that he still loves me and give him hope and encouragement for recovery.

Happily Recovered from Double Infidelity! \:\)
DD1[about to turn 7]
DD2[due at X-mas]