Have I ever mentioned that I hate roller coasters? I am an emotional wreck. I'm not sure how much longer I can hold it together. I think I'll get a babysitter one night so I can cry and hit the pillows w/o DD knowing. I am not calling him anymore, not begging him to think about it anymore, not having blind faith anymore. I am not having SF w/ him anymore, not worrying about what new girl he's with today anymore, not checking up on him anymore. I'm just going to work on being a good mom and an example for DD from here on out. I have an appt w/ an attorney on Tuesday. I guess I'll get my ducks in a row so I'm prepared when I get the D papers from him. Its all up to him now ... though I guess it always has been.

Last edited by time_for_change; 03/23/07 03:58 PM.