I don't know, Hold.

If you can force yourself to turn off the alarm, take a shower, dress, eat, and go to work everyday...then I think you can force yourself to gather your lab results and medical information and make an appointment.

Don't worry about feeling the urge to seek help. I am sure there are plenty of days you don't feel the urge to go to work either. You just do it because you have to.

It occurred to me that the holidays are here, and there are many people who become depressed during those weeks. Could be that for someone who is mildly depressed, the sitch can become even worse.

I know for me, the holidays are always stressful - Could this be compounding your depression as well?

Last edited by Soolee; 11/30/09 01:21 PM.

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