As always, thank you for the love and for the fire and outrage on my behalf that I find difficult to summon within myself.

Mrs. Hold and I are way beyond where sex is the issue we need to address first. At this point, her offering more sex would be counter-productive. I would not be able to accept her offer as a loving gesture. I cannot achieve or maintain erections, even with viagra. So I now view sex as a negative experience. I need to heal myself before we can heal the sex problem between us.

When you can see it coming, duck!