Originally Posted By: Telly
Why don't you print up this page... Page 52, with the 3-4 posts from you, and hand it to your wife.


Because she might choose to leave me.

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She needs to know how much pain you are in.


No, she would just withdraw. And lose respect for me. I know, DJ to think I can predict how she would react. But we spent 8 years in MC. I opened my heart to her. Told her how much I needed her. And she told me to go fly. I am not opening myself up to that kind of rejection again.

I will tell her in 5 years. I just have to be strong and endure for 5 years. Then I can tell her everything. And if she chooss to leave, good riddance! I have lived with depression for over 30 years (if not my whole life). I can make 5 more no matter how bad they are. I am strong!


When you can see it coming, duck!