I really need to get back to IC and AD meds. I am dead inside. My wife is happy. Giggling like a school girl. Clapping her hands and jumping up and down. It got so bad S15 told her to calm down and stop acting like an 8 year old at their birthday party.

I don't even have the energy to resent her for being happy. I am not angry. Just empty inside.

When you can see it coming, duck!