I forgot to mention that he is in the military and he will be deploying at the beginning of next year. I dont want to go through something that is not going to work through a deployment. I love this man and would and have done everything for him. I just feel like I am not enough sometimes. He has never been in a long relationship with anyone before me and that scares me to death. I know he loves me but I just dont want to be one of those women that are blinded by love.