You've been failing, perhaps, because you've been driven by perceived or real expectations of your father and your wife. Two very influential people in any man's life.

Time to do the things that make you feel like a man in your own right, Hold, not what other people expect of you. I don't know how ANY person could be happy living solely to please others.

Sooly

"Stop yappin and make it happen."
"The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you."

Me 47
DH 46
Together for 28 years.
Married 21 years.