TCCG: Never said I was staying "for the kids". Am staying for me. To be with them.

What motivates me to get up every day? Not much. Just the perverse secondary payoff I get from punishing myself this way. It feeds my martyr complex. Staying home in bed and allowing it all to come crashing down would probably be healthier. But I don't have the guts to do that.

BTW, congratulations on taking a stand and moving on. Took guts. Kudos.

When you can see it coming, duck!