Not to worry, I don't have any inclinations in that direction. Doesn't fit my masochism streak. I am more likely to escalate the conflict until my wife leaves me, then mope around when she finds someone else to be happy with. I don't blame my wife for being the source of my problems. I was miserable before I met her. If I do anything drastic, it would be against myself, not Mrs. Hold or our kids. Luckily I don't have the guts to go through with anything like that.

When you can see it coming, duck!