Hold:

I heard a song this morning that I think may apply to you:

Honey come home
my stubborn ways are behind me now
Theyre behind me now
And theres nothing here
that will not break down
like you never did

The kids say hello
to us in our separate homes
Darling please come home
Ive cleaned out the fridge
Wiped the counters off
and put away my clothes

Do you remember every block
Every minute of every walk we used to take
We were young so many years ago

And I think of all this time
that we have wasted with all our fighting and I cry
Just want to die with the one I love beside me

Someday, you said,
someday you will miss my head
lying next to yours
in our marriage bed

Do you remember every block
Every minute of every walk we used to take
We were young so many years ago

Oh God I love my vices but theyve taken me to places
That I never thought Id go and I am ready to be home
And I think of every spark every whisper in the dark, now its time
Just wanna die with the one I love
Just wanna die with the one I love
Just wanna die with the one I love
Just wanna die with the one I love beside me

Love love love

Honey come home



I know that you do not yet have separate households, but I worry that your intellectualizing and sarcasm is ruining your chances for happiness. You are so concerned with defending your ego that you are missing the big picture. You are an important person in your family's life, and you are depriving them of your love. Don't be so judgmental of yourself. Forgive yourself for not being perfect, and it will become easier to see how important you are in their lives.