((((((((llama))))))))) Kewl subject....

My first insecurity was the thought of "being alone" and man was that a hard one to overcome. However, with time and God swooping down and hitting me upside the head that one has passed. I made serveral emotional journeys seeking myself and once I found my inner happiness, the lonely's have disappeared.

One that haunted me from my marriage was very superficial, but after being cut down for so many years, I had very little esteem in my looks. I'm over that one as well. Heck last weekend I got hit on by a much younger EXTREMELY attractive girl who thought I was on 23 (must of been bad lighting).

In all honesty, I feel that I've reached the place where when my journey started I thought I'd never be. I'm healed, healthy, happy, handsome, and horny....

[ January 15, 2003, 02:22 PM: Message edited by: LostHusband ]