Hi all. <p> I’m in such a deep funk about life these days. The details of my story is posted out here. See, once upon a time, most would look at me and see the American dream. A Mid-Western boy next door type, who lived out his dreams, moved to Florida, started a business and family, became wealthy. A person, who went through life with a full cup, helped others along the way, trusted people, believed in family & friends & God. It was a good life full of hope and future. Somewhere about the time all my goals were becoming true, my wife started a chain of events with her affair that I can not seem to stop. I know I sound like a victim in this and I truly feel like one. As I write today, I am unemployed, have nothing (per se), see no future and have lost the sense of most of the values and beliefs that used to guide my life. I’ve tried my hardest to make it through this hell, and I keep asking myself “why me?” “Why could someone you shared your life with and given your all be so cruel and ruthless?”<p>
I heard a song call “In the End” by Linkin’ Park (see link below) on the radio this morning that really sums up my pitiful view of the world.<p>http://homepages.ihug.co.nz/~denisg/music/12-11i.htm<p>So how does one break free of these chains?, to believe in tomorrow again?, to believe in myself?

I am sorry I don't have an answer for you.<p>But I will send a {{{{Hug}}}}. Hope it helps - even just alittle bit.

hi there
i am a newbie here and don't know how to find your story, (i am not an expert, lol most days i feel like a loser too) however, when times continue to be tough when you feel like you can't anymore, that i understand. could you find time to do something you like. just for you. my dad always said, if you want to feel better, help someone worse off than you. i don't know just an idea. Are you in plan???? a b c