Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday to You!
Happy Birthday dear Honeyyyyyy,
Happy Birthday to You!<p>..and many morrrrrrre.....<p>Not my best singin voice, but it'll do, huh?<p>Whatcha doin today and tonight?<p>
{{{{{{Honey}}}}}<p>[ May 26, 2002: Message edited by: Faith1 ]</p>

Happy Birthday Honey! Hope you had fun at all of your parties!
BH

Happy Birthday!!!!

Happy Birthday Honey!!<p>Hope you had a great day. Wishing you all of the happiness you deserve!

Happy Birthday, Honey!!

All the best to you Honey! [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img]

honey....<p>just wanted to make sure you saw the little party we threw for you yesterday!!! [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img]

Thanks so much, what a wonderful lift... ! [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img] I am about to cry! Thanks for being my friends here through the sadness and growth we are all going through... ALMOST all of my bday and the days before were wonderful... still having a good time today and going to Astros game tongiht with my son and his friend and my sister... (had thought about inviting h, but he is out with drinking buddies on boat... [img]images/icons/frown.gif" border="0[/img] ) On my bday weekend...? it really shows where I am at with him, right?<p>Well, I have so many other friends who are treating me nice... MB included... ! I had a great time going out to a french restaurant last night with a dinner club that is singles that go out once a month... some couples... and one uncle..> id ont know if he is married or not... but it was fun to be out with a group of nice people... so much like the mbers! It is so good to be around good hearted and kind people.<p>I shed a few little tears yesterday.. missing my H and thinking how little he must really care... if he did not make a special plan for me or invite me to something special on my bday.. he even had a few harsh words for me... sarcastic ones... that made me cry...<p>well... it just isnt the good old days when my h is here taking me out to deat and buying me presents or making my day special...<p>I remember one year he bought me balloons... champagine... candy... a ring and etc.. and I got mad that he spendt too much on me... well that was an anniversary...(he was thetype to spend mney we should be paying the elec. bill with on presents for me... sweet but hard to deal with... kind of like that new ad on tv... oh I just wont pay the elec. bill this month>.. we actually had months like that.. once in the winter with our first baby.. h did not pay the heating bill.. and we were cold.. in fact eventually his dad paid it.. at that time I was 24 and home with new baby.. thinking my h was going to support us financiaally.. suprise , supris.. this sweet romantic had not a clue on how to be responsible...)- (according to my h... I treated him so bad.. he had to get away from me... ? I know I was not perfect.. and boy is it hard being a mom... but to be disoucnted the way he has done me... hurts so much... I feel our marriage going down hill... and it is so sad.. that my own h, doesnt even want or try to be with me on my bday wkend.. he has plans with the nest door neighbor drunk... of course since it is a holiday... <p>In his kindness he sd I could come by if I wanted sf for my bday... OH is that him wanting that? I thought women needed some emotional caring before connecting in that way? At least I do.<p>I am hurt... but I appreciate my friends.. and I am glad that my growth helped me go ahaed and plan stuff with everyone else... since I knew I could not count on him.<p>At least he is not out fing the ow on my bday.. but there is always next yr.. and his new wife.. or whatever..<p>I know it is hard... this is the hardest thing I ever thought or imagined that would happen to me... I thought my husband loved me so much he would never do this sort of thing to me... I guess that is why it hurts so bad... he is not even the man I loved.<p>I divorced once before... after a 10 month marriage.. and I never felt like this the first time.. never... of course I went straignt from the D.. to my current h who I knew prior to that marriage.. very short and bad... but I have never pined for him... the ex H... never wished we were still together.. it was always that I was so happy to be with my H... <p>I am sorry I am sad on my happy bday thread... I just started crying thinkking about how sad it is that I mean so little to my H... I just do not get it... when he loved me so much? how does this happen? and it hurts that he is always blaming me.. and I gave him my life and my soul? why? <p>Thanks... mostly I have been very happy... I have also stopped taking anti d's this week... maybe a very bad iddea... I have been crying a lot more... not hysterically or anything but more... and maybe I am just not ready for that yet... I know I have more strength than a few months back...<p>reason I slowed on anti d's is I lost my insurance and I thought I could not afford.. but I still have a few left... I am going to go ahaed and take them.. since I am tired of crying and thinking.. oh why did he do this?<p>
thanks so much for being here and caring... !!! enough to say happy bday.. it makes me feel great.. thanks faith 1 for remembering me from Alabama... I appreciate it! you are so sweet and such a kind person, thanks everyone else... I appreciate my friends!<p>Honey