How are you doing the past few days? I was just thinking of you & your situation. I hope you are doing well. <p> [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img]

Hello Clearview,<p>Thanks so much for thinking of me. I need good thoughts in my life and it was a wonderful feeling to log on and see your thread.<p>Everyone around me seems to be judge and jury. However, I'm much better at not reacting to it. My mother says I'm angry around my D. Not that I'm angry with her but when my mother speaks, I am somewhat defensive at times. She constantly speaks of custody, lawyers, etc. I just don't want to listen to it and I do get angry. Perhaps I'm wrong. <p>My other friend tells me to get over it and move on...I won't let H move on, etc. He's not coming back, etc. so I'm just surrounded by such positive strengths!!!? Kidding...I think I'm going to stay my distance from these people for a short while. They've become too close to this...what do you think?<p>I've learned to come here, read, pray and hope in God. These are the only real choices I have.<p>BTW, I was away in NY today. H picked up D from school and brought her home. He cut the grass "for me" as he put it and did purchase some beautiful pots for the front of our home. When I drove up, it was nice to see. I came in and found H with D sleeping in our bed. <p>It was nice and sad at the same time...

bump for HH