Here I am, doing laundry, he is gone all day, why am I doing this. I'm supposed to do my best to avoid LB's, however, he can LB all he wants because I don't want him to leave. Where is the fairness?

Hi Sue,<p>Sometimes I don't know why we put up with the things we do. Plan A can make you feel like s**t. Take a breath let it out and remember that the ultimate goal is a happier, healthier you and hopefully a restored M with your WS. <p>Our WS's have been possesed by some alien that's making them do all these strange things. (If only the real reason was that rational [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img] ) <p>Things could be worse for you, (and they might get worse still. Sorry not trying to bring you down.) at least your BS is there to see the changes you are making with Plan A. <p>Unfortuneatly there is no fairness right now. Just keep working on you and wait for your H until he is ready to work on the M too. (I truely hope that he does) <p>Sadly there is a long road ahead of you (all of us really). Keep posting. Keep reading. Keep working on yourself. <p>(I was trying to post a pick me up, but it didn't work out that way. Sorry. )<p>Feeling Lost